yesterday was day 1 of my lemonade diet &it wasn’t as bad as i thought it would be. the hardest part was probably waking up at 6 to make my lemonade to get out of the house haha so the actual lemonade is a bit spicy which is something that i’m still not used to, but i’ll live ! i drank 60 oz of the lemonade, not counting how much water i drank on top of that. i also took a laxative called “smooth move.” i was freaking out, i’ve never taken a laxative tea before and all i knew was that it would affect me within 6-12 hours -__-“
so, day 2 of my lemonade diet. i woke up this morning &weighed myself. at first i didn’t want to weigh myself until day 3 of the diet so i could see much more change than just a little. so, i lost about 4-5 pounds in one freaking day ! crazy and a miracle. i don’t know how it was possible, but it is (: and the laxative results weren’t too bad either. not as dramatic as i was expecting (; as far as starving, i have to say last night was the worst, just knowing that i could not eat anything until next week was dawning on me, but today it is a little better. hopefully i get used to this no eating thing, it really sucks.
Day 10: Talk about your pets, or pets you want to have.
When i was in elementary school my dad brought home a german shepherd puppy. We named her Leila, i don’t even remember how long we had her for because we had to give her away. Anyways, i can not wait to have my own place because then i can finally have my own puppies ! Darnell and I have decided that we are definitely getting a brown and white shih tzu and possibly a beagle just for boyfriend (: i’m way too excited haha
seriously contemplating whether or not i should get that flower tattoo, does my family really deserve to be permanently etched on me forever? i have a whole month to change my mind, but as of right now, i don’t think they deserve it at all. i’m so messed up because of them.
Day 8: Are you a fitness guru or a couch potato? Talk about your exercise habits.
I’m neither a fitness guru or couch potato. I workout just about every other day for 2-3 hours and i’m trying to eat as healthy as i possibly can. I have back problems so if i gain any more weight than i have already, it’s gonna affect my situation. It sucks cause if i run too fast or do certain exercises, my back will hurt, which inhibits me from doing a lot of stuff. For example, i can’t do sit-ups. but yeah i guess i’m average when it comes to these things.
Day 7: How you came across tumblr, and how your life has changed since joining?
I don’t even remember how i found out about tumblr, it was probably my freshman year of high school? 2004? was tumblr even around then? but it was definitely the beginning years of tumblr haha jessica peng was the one who told me that i should blog, how funny, because of this blog she despises me now. she told me that it’s healthy to blog, it’s like venting, write whatever you feel. i did that and now i’ve gotten people to hate me because if what she told me to do. ironic? anyways, a lot has changed since i started tumbling, this tumblr has become a blog of pictures rather than a venting hole. my venting has gotten me in trouble with a good amount of people, so only times like this do i really say what i feel. It’s funny for my sociology class i’m doing a research project on how technology has affect human relationships, and tumblr is a factor on how human relationships have changed. instead of venting to people, i used to vent to my blog. it replaced that human interaction for a little bit. i’ve also learned to not give a crap about what people say due to this blog, it’s a fucking blog, get over it.
bleh, i’m gonna stop typing, i might get into some trouble for naming a name haha
I’m a summer baby<3 born july 21, 1991 ! i just love the feeling of summer, waking up to a beautiful day, sun shining at a certain angle, everyone feeling laidback &chill. that’s my favorite. i love knowing that the days are longer, nights are warm and everyone seems so happy. when i think of summer all i think of are the bomb-ass parties/kickbacks that people have. everyone is chill, down to have fun (: being able to chill all day by the pool, drinking slurpees, going to the beach, having bon fires. besides spring, i feels as if summer is the only other season when people are outdoors the most, which i love<3
i just love summer <3 just a couple more months ! YEEEEEE (:
I don’t have too many friends, so it’s even harder for me to have close friends. my closest friend is darnell jerrarh allen. he’d been there when i’ve needed him the most, except for the year that he was gone, obviously! out of all the friends that i’ve had even though i’ve known or him since freshman year of high school, and dated him since junior year haha i’ve gotten to know him more than anyone else i’ve ever met. we are so different, but yet we click like magnets. we speak the truth to each other, and we are completely and bluntly honest with each other. besides the fact that we’ve been dating for almost 3 years now, he’s the best friend that i’ve been wanting all of my short life. i’ve had 2/3 other friends that i’ve called best friends and they turned out to be horrible people, and i’m thankful that they were a part of my life, because if i didn’t experience all the things that i went through with them, i sure as hell wouldn’t be the person that i am now. yeah, i regret being friends of them but at the same time i learned so much and realized so many things because of those girls. they were there when i went through the most depressing part of my life and i totally appreciate them for that, they were my sisters, but i was soo deep into how long we’ve known each other as an excuse for the shit i put up with. the people that i surround myself with now are the ones that i’m gonna stick with for the rest of my life, and they mean the world to me. they accept me for the flawed and difficult person that i am, and don’t bitch about it. you know who you are <3